Goodbye and hello

Dah pukul 10.35 tapi tak mengantuk sebab perut lapar (cheeee...if husband's around he'll be glad 2 buy me the nice oblong T_T)

Lepas Arissa tidur, biarkan tv terpasang cerita Indon, ke dapur dan rendam megi kari. Bila lapar, megi rendam air panas pun sedaplah... Blog in sambil2 curi2 dengar kalau budak kecik terjaga. Tapi normally kalau ada bunyi tv, bila terjaga dia tidur semula...

Siang  tadi so restless dengan kerja. The Case Managements seemed so neverending. Apa yang menyedihkan lagi ialah bilangan orang yg semakin kurang, tapi kes yang masih banyak. But how come? Bukankah registration dah tutup dan kita fokus pada kes lama? Yer, tapi kes lama punmasih melambak okay... lebih lama sesuatu kes tu tak diselesaikan, lebih susah nak terus diselesaikan (soal dan jawab sendiri).

Apart from that, oh ya I went to see my boss. Old one. To say bye, I m going. He looked okay. Perhaps happier as he's expecting for a newly intake officer. It's easy perhaps to guide and shape a new young officer rather than an old fat and ugly me :-) ngeeeee....

Then I met the new boss. He seems okay, in the sense that - ok dia simpan no hp aku dalam hp dia, dan pesan kalau ada apa2 sms aje. Kira ok lah tu kan. Banding dgn yg dulu, usahkan no fon aku, no extension aku pun dia tak heran. Tapi, bakj kata orang, tiada kerja dalam dunia ni yang mudah. Bukan senang nak jadi senang.

Melepaskan diri dari bos yang perangai pelik, perangai "attitude" yang menjengkelkan, memang suatu rahmat. Menghampiri pulak bos baru yang nampaknya (nampaknya saja ya... dont judge a book by its cover remember!) tolerable, easy to understand and straight forward adalah sesuatu yang boleh dikatakan nikmat.

Tapi yang tak nikmat tu bila mengenangkan kerja berlipat kali ganda yang menanti. Oh ya bukan menanti lah. Sebab siang tadi memang dah pulun sampai ke petang. Pening sikit2 sebab nak kena adjust mental setting ni. No blogging, no internet hanging (gayut internet, ada?) anymore. Come straight to the files that await. Kalau sehari ada 14 kes, aku bagi 2/3 kat SAR, bakinya aku buat. Dari lepas lunch kena make sure habiskan juga profile before pukul 5 sebab lepas tu nak berkejaran menjemput tuan puteri. Kalau tak dia merajuk...

And this schedule will go on until....forever? Until further instructions by the MJ. Back to the old me when the system was about to start. Sedih? Not really. This is a delightful opportunity for me to learn better. To improve my thinking skills and to brush up my english lah (ecewah2...) and further to increase my legal knowledge. At least I learn a new thing everyday. Some other person did'nt learn anything but clerical matters. I hate clerical stuffs! Kita belaja ambil degree bertahun2 cuma nak kena tulis surat dan fax kat peguam? pleaseee lah!

And imagine the differences of time contrainst between me and the other officer in T-Track (where I was in for a year?) They got leisure times more than I do. I was in that place. It was heaven. Busy? Don't lie. Busy only for couple of days. Then free for the rest of the month until that "couple of days" comes back. Profile for the T-Rack is easy and simple, while for the A-Track, how lousy your words are, you still have to think and make even the simplest consideration before settling with a decision in mind.

Aku jealous dgn mereka yang tak pernah ada di A-Track tapi memperlekehkan apa yang org A-Track buat. Cuba kau buat, boleh? Belagak! Heheh ckp ngan sapa nih? [Aku belagak bolehlah sebab aku dah buat dua2, gitu?] Ada org yang tak pernah susah. Masa jadi SAR tak perlu buat grounds, tak payah buat opinion, tak ada TP yang nak kongkong dan bagi arahan tah apa2. Masa Magistrate smooth tak ada complaint, nama keluar masuk surat khabar,[cet, mcm wangi aje...] tak payah jadi subject kepada mana2 boss. Jadi TP pulak jaga T Track, kerja tak banyak, dapat pulak Judge yang boleh berdikari. Fuh memang heaven all the time! - aku jealous okehh...

But there's always reason for something.

Alamak budak kecik dah berbunyi. Eh, dah panjang pulak tulis ni.
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